Monday, February 15, 2010

Do one thing that scares you everyday

"I've had to say good-bye more times than I may have like, but everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we have to do it - even if it's for the greater good, it still stings. And although we will never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can't do is live our lives afraid of the next good-bye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a good-bye can be a good thing - when it's a chance to start again."

 Out of all the words in the English language there are two words that are the easiest to spell, easiest to pronounce and at the same time, the hardest to say.  Keep in mind that I am indeed not an expert, but just hear me out.  One word would be Love.  A Short, sweet, simple, one syllable word that can have many multiple meanings that can be deciphered easily or may contain many hidden messages that the other person may have trouble seeing.  The other most difficult one syllable word is Sorry.  A simple sorry can change the course of many lives or paths or actions.  Now as an adult that are many things that you don’t want to do that you need to do.  It’s part of life, part of growing up, and part of being a grown up.  Saying sorry is one of those things that can easily fix something that has been damaged or broken. 

There aren’t many things that really get me upset, or scare me.  But there are a number things that i am willing to overlook when something goes wrong in my life.  But when you decide to slander me online, talk shit about me and then pretend like nothing happened, I think that’s where I should draw the line.  And even after I drew this imaginary line all you had to do was reach out and apologize to me, and then everything would have been fine.  But you decide to play this game that for some reason you just can’t stop playing.  Your playing the game that you just pretend that nothing happened and that everything is the same and that nothing has changed except the fact that I haven’t spoken to you in four months.  Now I don’t know why you decide to blame the rest of the world for all your problems, but that is one of the reasons why I stopped talking to you.  Among the other issues that I have, one of them is your inability to take responsibility for your actions.  All I have heard from you so far is that you are blaming someone else for your current situation and your past actions.  When in fact, yes that maybe true, but you always have the ability to control yourself and your actions.  You let yourself become this person.  No one else held a gun to your head and made you do the things that you did.  So you'll have to excuse my inability to let you in again, because like you, i am placing the blame on someone else.  And i realize that this is totally wrong, but given the fact that history always repeats itself and the fact that karma is indeed a bitch,  then I think you'll see my point.  How long will it take for you to treat me like dirt, and then blame it on someone else? If you can't apologize to anyone how can you expect to keep anyone else around you as a friend? Sure you have tons of acquaintances, and maybe one or two true friends, but how long til they abandon you? Not everyone is like me.  Not everyone is willing to just let things go and never resolve them.  But all you have to do is say sorry, and that will get the ball rolling.,  Until that happens, well i guess we'll just have to see how long it will take for the cycle to perpetuate itself.  Hopefully Karma will get you first, then maybe you'll actually learn something.  

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